| Thursday, April 26, 2007 3:11 PM |
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BBQ Party |
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Time flies too fast, I still left 2 papers to go for this final sem's examination. Soon, i will graduate from this living hell. Ya, it's good to me, but it's also a bad news to me, be'coz im leaving Penang soon. I'm sure im gonna miss Penang very much. I have too much memories here. Anyway, we never look backward, and we have to look infront. I still have long time to go, and i still can come back to Penang in the future. Wait for me ya, Penang!
Oh ya, I went to a BBQ party last week, which organized by a group of "teenagers"? No idea. I would like to share the photos here~
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| Sunday, April 15, 2007 1:36 AM |
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Para alguien |
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Para alguien:
Tal vez soy una herramienta para ti. Sólo para que sepas, realmente te odio. Sabes por qu?, es por la manera en que me trataste.De todas formas, es muy tarde para arrepentirme. Aunque estás tratando de matarme lentamente, sobrevivir?por mi propio motivo. El tiempo correr?y lso humanos seguiran creciendo, y yo también. Acabo de dejarte ir,voy lejos para no verte.
Gracias por
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| Saturday, April 14, 2007 10:09 PM |
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My words to you |
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To someone :
After you look at this post, you will knoe what im trying to tell you. Maybe you will think that im weird. Just because of my attitude that i always like to think those rubbish, nonsense, this really make me become very emotional. In addition, this really make those people who are around me have the difficulties to approach me although i know some of them are sincere to me, including you.
There was something terrible/horrible thing happened to me this morning, and until now, i still unable to accept the fact. My tears dropped down, and i tried to look for someone that really can make me feel comfortable but i realised that it's not easy. I really hope that someone is beside me, hugging me tight tight right now. Im vulnerable.
Sorry for being so foolish. It's so pain to me and I do really hope that nothing is happen before. I meant it! Im so regret, but it's too late, it's already become a fact to me. Everything is changed but i still cannot deal with them. Maybe i guess i need some time to "heal" myself, to forget everything, to let everything go and learn how to give up.
Hope you'll see this. |
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| Friday, April 13, 2007 2:52 AM |
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Pain Pain |
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GG, its been a very very very very and super very long time that i never update anything here and so sad becoz of my laziness... hmm.. I get to know some new friends again last week, it's really really nice to know them juz becoz of they do have transport in Penang? Hahaha.. Well, im not making use of them ya.. Went to watch movies together with them, lepak together, and etc.
So nice ya.. Maybe just becoz of im leaving this lovely island soon? Im really enjoy the moment at here very very much. Im gonna miss my friends , and this lovely Penang alot alot...
Recently, there is a question i can hear whenever, wherever i am. "Where will u go after ur diploma? Advance? Degree or work?" and this question seriously screw me up badly, coz currently im so directionless and apparently everyone is planning for their further studies or careers. Im freaking lost now.
Anyway, the final exams will hit me on 23th April till 4 May..Wish me luck ba~
P/S : Life doesnt have to be painful , but pain is the main reason we change... GG^^
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| Thursday, April 12, 2007 12:45 PM |
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Do I have to love myself? |
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Yes! People who don't like themselves are pain in the neck!
Many people are uncomfortable with the idea of "loving themselves". At the same time, they expect their partners to lvoe them! Isn't that a little odd? To say: " I couldnt possibly love myself", and then get angry with my partner when she doesnt love me? Obviously, to have a healthy relationship, we have to love / like ourselves.
We cant give anyone else something that we dont have. We can never accept other people as they are until we accept ourselves as we are. When we are mesmerised by our own faults, we look for the same faults in ohter people and hope it will make us feel better. And we find them, but we dont feel better.
While we concentrate on our own faults, the world will keep punishing us, and we will keep punishing ourselves. We do it with ill health, with poverty, with loneliness. As long as we dont like ourself, the world wont like us. And then we blame the world. |
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