| Tuesday, November 21, 2006 4:27 PM |
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Anyone? |
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Woke up as usual..
Prepared myself for the presentation..
Walked to school..
and it was raining..
Well, it's not well prepared..
I felt so tired yesterday night after i came back from Gurney..
Reached the college..
I thought I was already late..
But it was not what i thought....
I cant paid much attention during the lecture as i have to present after that..
Felt so nervous..
Time to present..
During the presentation, I keep telling myself not to make any mistake...
Especially infront of him...
Yea, the presentation was so successful, and it was run smothly...
When the class dismissed, I went back to my hostel..
As usual, turned on my computer again..
I was so unlucky...
To Jacob,
As you said, don't simply make promise, i know, but..
I just want to release my pain, express my feeling now..
Sometimes, it's not easy to share something with other..
So, please do allow me to share my feeling here..
I feels so pain now..
But why you still..
There is already a scar in my heart..
Are you have the intention to make it bigger, make thing complicated?
but I wont mind if you intend to do so..
You're big enough too think by yourself..
Whatever, just do whatever you like..
You aren't my friend anymore..
-End-
It's over and yet my heart is still bleeding..
What should i do in order to overcome it, to heal it..
Im lost again..
I'll never blame them, but yet i should be thankful because they're motivating me..
Maybe this is the last time i says Thank you to you.
Thank you.
Is there anyone willing to stand beside me?
I feels helpless now.. |
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