Erm.. There are lots of unexpected things happened to me recently.. Things are getting worst and worst.. I believe that there is no one will know my feeling now.. Since i shifted the room, things aren't run smothly.. Why could this happen to me?
Know what, i tried to solve it in peace.. But it cause alot of misunderstaning.. Now, i have no idea how to solve it.. There is no one will trust me...
I never tell them bout my feeling.. and this is the reason why all this things happened.. They thought they know everything.. but actually they don't.. They wont listen to me.. and I wont explain to them.. It's aint my control.. I cant control what is in their mind now.. But im sure that i never do anything wrong to them.. I swear..
Well, someone told me that sometime i need to be selfish.. Maybe it's right.. I should'nt care so much.. I must learn.. Perhaps, keep quiet is not a good way to solve problem.. it's because im running away.. argh.. Im totally lost.. My tear is start dropping again..
