Sometimes, peole will not listen to you whenever you always care bout them, say things that which are good for them. They will never believe you. People wont treat you well as you're eventhough you always care bout them so much.
People will change, time to time. They might be your best pal for a certain time, but when the time comes, we grow up and learn, we'll see the different things with the different perspective, and they might not agree with what you said at that time. So, by the moment, the relationship between them will not be usual anymore.
I've been believing that relationship with a friend will not last forever if you din't pay attention for them. So, what I need is time. I believe that thing will change, and we need to face it as well as we can.
Sometimes, I've been struggling alone at the middle of the night for some certain things. I know people always have the negative thinking such as me , need someone to guide on. It makes me rely too much on that person too, and it will become a burden to the person. That's why I still have to learn, and grow. Hopefully, I wont rely too much on the person in the future.

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