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Sunway Lagoon

2008-04-30T04:29:00.002+08:00

I went to sunway pyramid with my ex-colleagues yesterday.

Actually, we were supposed to go to the sunway lagoon,

since I got the 6 free tickets which worth RM48 each from Denny ( Thanks to him ). Unfortunately, Sunway Lagoon was closed. I thought can have the fun with them yesterday, and who know~ Nevermind, we changed it to today ( means later ). Hehe...

Friends forever~ We're the best~!!

P/S : To those who are having their final exam right now, all the best to you all~

New story begins

2008-04-20T14:34:00.004+08:00

I guess Im getting emotional again.. Im feeling kinda bore now. Thinking of which, I used to work in a company, used to plan so many events / activities, used to spend so many times and efforts in the project, and now im leaving all this behind...

Everyday walking down the the same street, waiting at the KTM station before my works start. Before this, it seems like endless day and life shall continue in the same way everyday and yet now... Only few days ago, I received a letter of acknowledge from the company, and we were informed that the employment letters which issued by "someone" is invalid.

From the very beginning, "someone" told me that he has the full authority in the project. Guess what, there were lots of benifits that he offered us, communication, food and baverages, transportation can be claimed with receipt and etc.. But who know... I wasted so many times and efforts there.

It doesnt matter, since im not the only victim, there are so many victims out there. Just take it as an experience. For your knowledge, im going to further my study soon... Hopefully, ** will approve and offer me the course.

To the ambassadors, and the management team members, i'll always love you all. muack~

P/S : Spicy chicken mcdeluxe, with Mcflurry cornetto choclate. thanks

No One

2008-01-27T20:10:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone there, i cant find anyone to share my feeling with, and i decided to share my feeling here. Why there are some people always keep blaming me for the same thing.

At first, i din't feel anything, but they did it repeatingly, at the end, it annoyed me. If it was my fault, okie fine, i will accept it, but it wasnt. It wasnt under my control, i already did my best, but still.. Sigh, im so down today. No one could understand my feeling, no one.

I went to Pavillion with my mom and sis yesterday, and we watched - Sweeney Todd there. It was my first time that watch a movie inside the cinema together with them. Hoho.

Well, im going back to Kota Bharu on this coming 29th January. See you guys there. ^^

Judge your head.

2008-01-24T15:30:00.000+08:00

It's has been few weeks and i still havent post anything about myself. Anyway, I just sat for the exam past few days ago. Finally, it’s over, I dont have to wait anymore. Before that, I was so disoriented and I din’t know what to do next. It was only the one and the last subject that i have to pass in order to graduate from this college. Anyway, it’s over, and i feel so free right now. Hopefully, im able to pass the exam. Wish me luck, guys.

Chinese New Year is coming soon, sad to say that i havent buy any new clothes for myself. Perhaps, i dont have the chance to buy. Im so broke recently. I dont think that they know what im facing right now and what is my situation right now. No one know about it. Nothing to share, nothing to talk. I’ll solve it myself, eventually.

Someone used to say me that it’s hard to communicate with me, am i? Im doubting.
Maybe im not that talkative, but im still the friendly one. Hehe..

I still remember, there were some people who dint even know me and simply judge me. That was great anyway. If i have the “abilities” ( i like Heroes ) , i believe that i will chop you down into thousand of pieces.

Have you ever been to the Eye of Malaysia before?

By the way, Im going to KL later, I feel like want to visit my friends over there, And i think my mom and my sis are going there tomorrow too. Before i end this post, i wish u guys a Happy Chinese New Year.

选择

2008-01-17T19:31:00.000+08:00

很多时候我们都一直执著着自己的感受，

常常说自己很难受。。。

其实难受与不难受就只在于一线之差，

当你选择难受时，不难受就不存在；

当你选择不难受时，难受就不存在。。。

这一切都看我们自己如何做选择。

Some movies around the world

2008-01-01T22:40:00.000+08:00

2008 - Times Square, New York, USA

2008 - London, United Kingdom

2008 - Sydney, Australia

2008 - Taipei City, Taiwan

2008 - Marina Bay, Singapore

2008 - KLCC, Malaysia

Happy New Year to everyone there..

Have You Ever..

2007-12-28T01:14:00.000+08:00

“Have you ever loved someone so much it makes you cry? Have you ever needed something so bad that you can’t sleep at night? Have you ever tried to find the words but they don’t come out right?”
-Brandy-

Every time I hear this song I think of you and how much time I spend a day thinking of you and wonder if we will ever end up as passionately together as we are in my dreams every night?

Present Present!!

2007-12-19T23:41:00.000+08:00

Heheheh!! Once you saw the pic above,

I guess you'll know what is happenin.

Btw, im wondering that why there are some people like

to care other ppl business. So kaypo! Huh!

Come on guys, Hello~

Mind your own business pls!

Hohohoh.. Christmas is comin soon!!

How you guys celebrate the christmas ?

Hehe, I still dono how to celebrate ler..

Btw, Merry Christmas to everyone out there..

where is my christmas present??

A mistake

2007-11-21T15:39:00.000+08:00

As usual, woke up at 10am..

Really did alot thinking yesterday night..

I know there is no a u-turn for you and me..

and i know that u're already put it down..

or i should say it's fade...

It's time to let go..

Everything went into wrong path..

So, what is my next step?

Go to KL, Penang or back to my hometown?

What should i do?

I really have to plan again..

and now, i promise myself,

not to do the same mistake again..

Oh ya, I failed in the audition.. > <"

Lolx

Might go for the second time again..

at KL? = ="

Project SuperStar

2007-11-17T19:28:00.000+08:00

Hehe..

Woke up at 10:30am..

According to my plan, I have to take bus at 12:00pm..

I prepared myself..

Then suddenly..

I received a phone call from Chia Pei.

I was so lucky that i don hv to take bus..

Reached Gurney..

went to the 7th floor..

Watched the project superstar's roadshow..

hoho..

So many lenglui and lengjai..

after that, continue with the andrew 's road show..

Ok, here is the point..

Im going to have fun in the Project superstar's audition together with Benny tomorrow..

Hehe... I think the first time in my life ..

I never join any audition or even the singing competition before..

Yippy~ Enjoy enjoy~

Im so empty

2007-11-16T13:50:00.000+08:00

Im lost again, inside the dark forest..
Someone keep tellin' me that to be strong..
I know that i have to be strong..
But I cant..
Im really need someone to lead me right now..

I wont trust you anymore..
Relationship is all bout trust? SHIT!

Im so empty..

The Last Paper

2007-05-08T09:22:00.000+08:00

Good Morning to everyone~! Happy to say that today is my last paper for this final sem's examination - Probability and Statistic. And surprisingly, my dad and his friend is coming to Penang just to bring my stuff back to my lovely hometown on this coming friday.

Other than that..

Yesterday, I went to Red Box together with my best buddies - Clavitz and Nick. At first, I thought they're "paise" and dare not to sing together with me, but luckily, they joined me and we had alot of fun there. Really enjoyed the moment very much. We recorded some funny video clips there, but too bad, i promised them that i cant share the clips with other ppl.

BBQ Party

2007-04-26T15:11:00.000+08:00

Time flies too fast, I still left 2 papers to go for this final sem's examination. Soon, i will graduate from this living hell. Ya, it's good to me, but it's also a bad news to me, be'coz im leaving Penang soon. I'm sure im gonna miss Penang very much. I have too much memories here. Anyway, we never look backward, and we have to look infront. I still have long time to go, and i still can come back to Penang in the future. Wait for me ya, Penang!

Oh ya, I went to a BBQ party last week, which organized by a group of "teenagers"? No idea. I would like to share the photos here~

AGNES & ESTEE & JUNIA.

Para alguien

2007-04-15T01:36:00.000+08:00

Para alguien:

Tal vez soy una herramienta para ti. Sólo para que sepas, realmente te odio. Sabes por qu?, es por la manera en que me trataste.De todas formas, es muy tarde para arrepentirme. Aunque estás tratando de matarme lentamente, sobrevivir?por mi propio motivo. El tiempo correr?y lso humanos seguiran creciendo, y yo también. Acabo de dejarte ir,voy lejos para no verte.

Gracias por

My words to you

2007-04-14T22:09:00.000+08:00

To someone :

After you look at this post, you will knoe what im trying to tell you. Maybe you will think that im weird. Just because of my attitude that i always like to think those rubbish, nonsense, this really make me become very emotional. In addition, this really make those people who are around me have the difficulties to approach me although i know some of them are sincere to me, including you.

There was something terrible/horrible thing happened to me this morning, and until now, i still unable to accept the fact. My tears dropped down, and i tried to look for someone that really can make me feel comfortable but i realised that it's not easy. I really hope that someone is beside me, hugging me tight tight right now. Im vulnerable.

Sorry for being so foolish. It's so pain to me and I do really hope that nothing is happen before. I meant it! Im so regret, but it's too late, it's already become a fact to me. Everything is changed but i still cannot deal with them. Maybe i guess i need some time to "heal" myself, to forget everything, to let everything go and learn how to give up.

Hope you'll see this.

Pain Pain

2007-04-13T02:52:00.000+08:00

GG, its been a very very very very and super very long time that i never update anything here and so sad becoz of my laziness... hmm.. I get to know some new friends again last week, it's really really nice to know them juz becoz of they do have transport in Penang? Hahaha.. Well, im not making use of them ya.. Went to watch movies together with them, lepak together, and etc.
So nice ya.. Maybe just becoz of im leaving this lovely island soon? Im really enjoy the moment at here very very much. Im gonna miss my friends , and this lovely Penang alot alot...

Recently, there is a question i can hear whenever, wherever i am. "Where will u go after ur diploma? Advance? Degree or work?" and this question seriously screw me up badly, coz currently im so directionless and apparently everyone is planning for their further studies or careers. Im freaking lost now.

Anyway, the final exams will hit me on 23th April till 4 May..Wish me luck ba~

P/S : Life doesnt have to be painful , but pain is the main reason we change... GG^^

Do I have to love myself?

2007-04-12T12:45:00.000+08:00

Yes! People who don't like themselves are pain in the neck!

Many people are uncomfortable with the idea of "loving themselves". At the same time, they expect their partners to lvoe them! Isn't that a little odd? To say: " I couldnt possibly love myself", and then get angry with my partner when she doesnt love me? Obviously, to have a healthy relationship, we have to love / like ourselves.

We cant give anyone else something that we dont have. We can never accept other people as they are until we accept ourselves as we are. When we are mesmerised by our own faults, we look for the same faults in ohter people and hope it will make us feel better. And we find them, but we dont feel better.

While we concentrate on our own faults, the world will keep punishing us, and we will keep punishing ourselves. We do it with ill health, with poverty, with loneliness. As long as we dont like ourself, the world wont like us. And then we blame the world.

What is the answer

2007-03-23T22:27:00.000+08:00

Recently, there are too many things happened to me. Btw, im not going to share it here.

Argh, another boring day at colllege, and i just realised that i seriously have no weekend to save me. No one to take me away from this college, unless i ditch doing my assignment which i havent start yet, but still have to do in order to graduate from this living hell. Life is getting tougher and tougher. I think i really need help for my assignment, eventho it's a group work. I cant able to complete it til i get some helps from others. I can only do it by using the computer in the lab but not using my own computer. I do not know why I cant install the software into my com! Quite SUX! I have to spend my time at the lab? . . .

Sometime, i ask myself, what will I be in the future, but until now, i still do not have an asnwer for this question.

5 Reasons Why I Blog...

2007-03-06T16:16:00.000+08:00

Sweat, got tagged by Benny "Didi", and I've to write down the 5 reasons why i blog. Honestly, I really do not know what are the reasons.

Anyways, here it goes :

1. It's a place, where i can keep my memories, and this is my own blog, so i can write whatever i want.

2. It's a place, where i can share my happiness or sadness. Sometime, it's quite hard to me to share my problems with frens, and it's easy for me to write it down here. That's why?!

3. It's a place, where i can spend my free time here. It's better than i spend my free time at Red Box or GSC right?

4. It's a place, where my friends can know what was happened to me.

5. It's a place, where i can learn the new things. Learning is the continuous process rite?! It's will never stop until you die.

So, it's a place. Have to go now, Pizza Hut, im comin.. together with my housemates.. Tata everyone.

Look at the siao kia!!

The last sem

2007-03-05T12:59:00.000+08:00

Finally, Im back to here.Hoho, it's has been 3 weeks plus I enjoy my life with my hometown's friends after I finish my final exam. That's why im not be able to update my blog until today. By the way, how's everyone celebrate the Chinese New Year out there? For me, this year's Chinese New Year seems to be most memorable ones for me compared to the previous ones. I spent most of my time with my best friends,went here and there, and it was so excited!!

Now, my holiday is over, and i have to attend the class again as usual. This is the final and the last sem for me, hopefully, i can graduate from this college.

Bye bye Year 2 Sem 2

2007-02-07T20:09:00.000+08:00

Hurray.. Tomorrow will be the last day for this sem. Well, tomorrow I'm having the last paper - Behaviorals Science. Hopefully, it wont be so tough and wish I can pass all the subjects.

Anyway, i'm going to KL again tomorrow, together with my friends from my hometown. And, i wont be able to online everyday after tomorrow just becoz' of im going back to my hometown soon.

Bye bye everyone, and Happy Chinese New Year.

Gud Luck

2007-01-26T13:18:00.000+08:00

Sorry guys, wasn't been able to blog as I was busy for past few days. Was doing my preparation for the coming exam. Sigh, life is full with stress. Seriously, i still have alot of subject to cope with. Wsh me luck ba.

Yesterday went to Gurney and bought 2 t-shirts for myself. Aik, really cant stand the influence as i promised myself not to buy any clothes before my holiday. > <" But watever, there was a culture dancing show at Gurney which presented by a group of dancers who're from Bosnia. It was really a good performance. At nite, there was something happening, like, i seriously do not know why. just a short period of time. Ppl might change in a short period of time. It's like quite a disappoinment.

Haha , tomorrow having an exam. Im going to fight fight and fight until i die. Fear that i will fail, like the Managin' Information System, full with theories whic is so abcdefg.. = =''

My current housemates, were celebrating Man Ling's birthday

Study or Work

2007-01-22T13:36:00.000+08:00

Another day past mercilessly, yesterday I went to the Popular shop - Prangin Mall. I found a book - "How to be a happy teenager" that which is quite interesting ( to me ), but sadly, it's too expensive. I wanted to ask my mom's permission to buy the book and I phoned her but she did not answer my phone. Sigh, wish to have that book.

After that, I went to the Cathay and watched Death Note 2. Wow, it's so interesting, eventhough it's kinda different from the manga ( heard from my friend ). Everyone died. L and Light are damn genius. Im looking forward the another movie - Ghost Rider, the release date is on 15 Feb 2007, which means before the chinese new year.

Oh ya, im going back to my hometown on 10 Feb 2007, Im really miss my friends there so much. But it's not easier to meet them be'coz I dun think they will be around there. I havent buy any new clothes for myself. Seriously, im broke.

Discussed something with my friend yesterday, and i was asking myself , should i further my study after my diploma, or try my luck to get a job, work and earn some extra money within 1 year, then just continue with my advance diploma. I still do not have the answer yet.

没有了你

2007-01-21T20:25:00.000+08:00

没有了你
太阳就不再升起
没有了你
月亮也不再闪耀
没有了你
花草没有了芳香
没有了你
生活没有了方向
没有了你
世界变得很渺小
没有了你
我的心渐渐淡了
也因为没有了你
等于没有了自己

Face It

2007-01-20T21:33:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, peole will not listen to you whenever you always care bout them, say things that which are good for them. They will never believe you. People wont treat you well as you're eventhough you always care bout them so much.

People will change, time to time. They might be your best pal for a certain time, but when the time comes, we grow up and learn, we'll see the different things with the different perspective, and they might not agree with what you said at that time. So, by the moment, the relationship between them will not be usual anymore.

I've been believing that relationship with a friend will not last forever if you din't pay attention for them. So, what I need is time. I believe that thing will change, and we need to face it as well as we can.

Sometimes, I've been struggling alone at the middle of the night for some certain things. I know people always have the negative thinking such as me , need someone to guide on. It makes me rely too much on that person too, and it will become a burden to the person. That's why I still have to learn, and grow. Hopefully, I wont rely too much on the person in the future.

It's alreday passed!

2007-01-19T22:37:00.001+08:00

Gosh! I thought everyting is back to normal again.. But how come, when im about to recover, things will happen again. I couldn't understand why, and I cant believe that im so weak..
Im quite frustating about myself. It's really hard to control myself. Im cheating myself that I can over come it.

I shouldn't care bout it anymore since it's already passed but still my heart abit depressed. Everything seems like happening too fast. My mind quite blank and confused. What is going on with me again?! I want to say sorry to someone that i really care. Sorry, to you.

It's already passed!!

Birthday Party

2007-01-18T09:00:00.000+08:00

Ho Ho Ho..
Good morning everyone..
I feels so cold rite now..

Yesterday,
organized a birthday party for Chia Pei at the beach..
Unfortunately, i forgot to re-charge my camera's battery..
Tat's y I juz took few photos only..

Anyway, we really had a lot of fun yesterday nite..

Funny Clip

2007-01-16T22:23:00.000+08:00

Exam is getting near..
Scare scare >.<""

I transfered some pics and video clip from the digital cam to com juz now..

Found something funny..

I upload the clip to youtube d..

Have fun~~

A trap

2007-01-13T18:16:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone there..
It has been a long time since my last updated..
"Sorry ya, lam`.. you're my best supporter ^ ^"
Everything makes me smile beside the weather over here.. SO HOT!!!

Final exam is coming real soon, but yet i havent well prepared..
Seriously, i don't want to fail any subjects..
I don't wan to be a lazy guy!! WAKE UP!!
Hope i will spend more time on doing my revision...

This morning, I wake up at 8:00a.m..
but i still wanted to sleep..
So I told JingZi that I don wan to go to the replacement class..
9:40a.m.. JingZi phoned me
, and she told me that the lecturer gonna bar those who absent today..
I quickly rushed to the college..
But then, when i reached there, they told that it was a trap..
The lecturer postponed from 9am to 10am.. > . <" Jingzi!! You're so tricky!!

Last week, I went to Gurney with Calvin gor gor..
We watched "The guardian", a really nice movie..
It's a 2 hours and 20 min movie..
After the movie, we went to Nandos and took the dinner..
He shared alot of things/stories with me, but too bad, i cant share with you all here Lolx..
It was a wonderful day to me!!

My advice to Benny..
You should know what im writting about..
Please start do it now before it's too late..
or you'll suffer the consequences..
Don't regret...
Hey, im serious..

Im emo?

2007-01-11T21:04:00.000+08:00

My friend said that Im emo, but am i?

A happy day

2007-01-03T00:24:00.000+08:00

I woke up at around 1:00p.m..
It is so early rite? >.<"

Washed my face, and then sat infront of computer..

Really bad, i cant login to the MSN..
The connection is still unstable..
I heard my friend said that they need to take more than 3 weeks to repair the cable..
Oh my god, how i gonna stand for so long.. 3 weeks!!
I miss my friends so much..

3:00p.m. , I received a phone call from Shu Fang..
and she told me that she and Wei Lun were around here..
asked me to accompany them to Queensbay..
Shu Fang and Wei Lun, both of them are my senior..
and now they futher their studies at UTAR...

Before we went to Queensbay..
We went to find Jun Hong and his housemates..
Chai Qun was not around..

Wei Lun drove me, Shu Fang and Hoong to Balik Pulau, "hang kai kai"..
On the halfway, Shu Fang received a sms from Chai Qun..
She said there she was back to her hostel already..
So, we maked a big u-turn, and back to her hostel..

After that, we went to Queensbay...
We hang around until 9:30p.m..
and then we back to the hostel..
Im so happy today..

I realised something today..

There is no point to hate someone..

Even I still do not know what is happening..

I'll let it be..

Just be what you want to be...

From left to right : Shu Fang - Chai Qun - Yong Wei

From left to right : Wei Lun - Shu Fang - Chai Qun - Yong Wei
We were eating the egg!!

We were eating the Ice-Creams..

I was drinking water!!

She looks so weird = ="

Am i looking for sth?

Crazy Shu Fang!! Look at her!

The taste is so so nice..

Do you want to eat?

Isn't she funny?

Wei Lun! HaHaHaHa

I want to eat too!

Chai Qun and me - inside the lift.

20 years old

2007-01-01T23:54:00.000+08:00

It's 01012007 today, a blessed new year with a new beginning.
Me, Lex, Benny, JingZi, LooYuin, Jia Phei and some others
went Gurney to celebrate new year.

We went there at 10:00p.m..
We purposely went there earlier just because afraid of the traffic jam.
When we reached there..
Wow, there was so crowded..
Everyone was kept pushing here and there, getting molested by people,
squeezing in and out, just to find their easy way to a better place.
and at that time I only find out that im the tiny one
because i got packed until nearly drown in the sea of ppls.

There's so happening, even more than i'd expect..
There was a big spray war over there..
I enjoyed the moment very very much..

Lastly, I want to tell myself that..
Im 20 years old..
Im really appreciate LooYuin, Jingzi, Chia Pei, Coffee, Keat Leng, Adrian, TunWey, Jc, Daniel, TinKai, Justin, Nixon, Jackie, Benny, Lex and etc..
Friends that i proud to have..
YOU HAVE MY BEST WISHES!
Life will go to the next level and be great for all of ya~!!!

31 Dec 2006

2006-12-31T13:40:00.000+08:00

Yesterday night..
I was alone in the hostel..
So I went to my best friends's hostel..

Actually I planned to go KL yesterday morning..
but something was happened and i have to cancel..

Time flies too fast..
Today is the last day for the 2006..
and tomorrow will be 1st Jan 2007..
The beginning of 2007...
Im sure everyone has plan how to celebrate the new year eve..
and maybe I'll go to gurney with my classmates tonight..

Bye bye 2006..
I'd like to share alot photos here..

Gosh.. donating my blood..

My christmas presents..

A monkey from Jackie gor gor..

My sister was sitting in the middle..

My mom and my youngest sister

Me and my sister - Wan Sin

Daniel and me..

Me.. hahaha..

Me and Alvan..

Happy new year to everyone..
What is you meant by "task = done"?

Year 2007

2006-12-28T01:18:00.000+08:00

This morning..
As usual, woke up at around 8am..
Prepared myself, and then went to college..

Me, Coffee and Keat Leng went to Secret Recipe after the Dr. Kang's lecture..
While waiting the food, I went to the Public Bank and registered my mobile phone..
There was so crowded, alot of tarcians there..
I thinks most of them wanted to pay the bill, because the due date is tomorrow..

After ate, we went back to the college..
and we were late to class..
Luckily Miss Florianzia din't get angry..
She gave my class another quiz again..
She is a very good lecturer..
Before she distribute the question papers,
she will discuss with my class some of the similar questions first..

My presentation group

Miss Wahidah told my class that the lowest assignment mark is 40+..
and the highest mark is 70..

I really do not know why..
Why them keep pushing me so hard..
I keep telling them that i dont want to be..
It's really hard for me to make decision..
Why cant they feel that i dislike..
Life is so tough..

Now is already week 11..
I left not much of time....
My friend asked me to go travel with him this weekend..
Sorry, i cant go..
I still have alot of things to catch up..
and recently i was thinking maybe i should save my money but not spending money unwisely..

Yo, going to 2007..
Happy new year to everyone..

Things that i wish to get / do :
- Go to Johor Bharu
- Go to Melacca
- A cute pendrive
- A new shoe
- Digital Camera
- Hv a trip with my friends ( alot alot of friends )
- Gathering with my old friends
- A long-term relationship
- etc...

Merry Christmas

2006-12-26T01:44:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas to everyone..
Thank to those who smsed and wished.. :)
and I would like to appologise to those din't receive any Xmas greetings from me..

I went to KL on 21 December..
and 23 December, I went to Genting with my mom and my two sisters..
When the first day at KL, Jackie accompanied me to watch "The haunted apartment"
Then the next day, Me, Cray, Jackie, Daniel and Fish..
We went to The Curve and watched "The Curse of the Golden Flower" together..
and then, we went to sing K together with Cray's friends..
Wow, it was so expensive, RM56 per persons..

23 December..
My mom and my two sistes came to KL..
They arrived at LCCT at 10am..
Thank to ah gor..
He brought me to the KL sentral...
and he gave me a christmas present - A monkey..

24 December..
Went to Genting with my family..
It was so exciting..
Christmas felts so warm.. and good..

25December..
Back to Penang..

I just watched Ayumi Hamasaki Surprise Live Xmas Performance..
and this year she sang Jewel...
Nobody is informed of where and when she's going to appear, thus "Surprise Live".
If you are lucky enough, you will get to see her perform during Xmas.
Imagine shopping halfway,
and then you start to hear familiar tunes of your favourite artiste's song from that BIG STAGE.

OH MY GOD LAH! I was so touched by the performance. You MUST watch it!

Camp

2006-12-17T22:25:00.000+08:00

Oh my god..
I get sick again..

I joined the tzu qing 's camp.
and i just came back from the camp site..
I was one of the committe in the camp, who incharge the PA system..
and Jia Phei, was the group leader..

I spent most of my days inside the PA 's room..
Inside that was very very very cold..
That's why i get sick..

Anyway, it's not a big deal..
The important thing is I learnt alot alot of things from that camp..
I captured alot of pictures during the camp..

Ops, she is crying...

Yo, We're from TARC college..

Yea, the souvenirs that i get from the camp.. 1 Dairy, 1 Calender, 1 4R photo and 1 5R group photo..

Nice?

Im lost..

2006-12-13T01:13:00.000+08:00

I really dono why..
I dun hv the right mood to blog..

Christmas is coming soon..
Im going to kl on this 21 december..
24 dec, i will follow my mom go to Genting..

Arghh, what is inside my mind now..
I cant even know what im doing rite now..
Im lost..

Super Headache..

2006-12-06T00:43:00.000+08:00

Super Headache..
My Internet Programming's assignment is trying kill me!

Im totally have no idea what to write here..
Worrying bout my assignment..
I hate to work alone..
So stressful..
Who can help me?

Hehehe.. At Red Box with my housemates.. Guess who im talking phone with.

So inconvenience

2006-12-03T12:18:00.000+08:00

Argh..
Now is already week 8..
6 weeks to go..

Assignments , mid-term test..
Waking up and rushing around here and there..
Hopefully i can pass this semester without any fuss..

Yesterday nite,
After i came back from Tzu Qing's meeting..
I found that my housemate went out..
Oh I juz remembered that yesterday was TinKai's birthday..
They went to celebrate his birthday...
Was too tired and sleepy..

Nixon ask me to give him a call this morning..
He has a test today..
But too bad, i cant make it..
I set the alarm clock - 6:30am, and i thought im able to wake up so early..
Haha, i failed..
Anyway, all the best to Nixon^

Now is already 12:42pm..
and i havent take my lunch yet..
Feel so hungry now..
Well, im facing the transportation problem..
I don't have any transport here..
So inconvenience..
Sometimes, I need to cook the instant mee..
It's so unhealthy..

Im gonna be seriously broke soon...
I don't know why, feels so bad now..

Kawaii!

2006-11-30T15:16:00.000+08:00

Today is the last day for the November 2006..
Nothing is special today..

I'll face it instead of let myself falls into troubles..
Im going to deal with them later..

Yesterday i went to Prangin Mall with friend..
We watached the "Happy Feet"..
The story is quite funny..
The penguin is so cute > <" Nothing much to write.. Just want to share some cute pictures here..
P/S: DONT LAUGH!

It's me, it was taken on last week~ at McdDonald~

Hehe.. I took it juz now.. Coffee~~

and this is is Chia Pei~

Little Angel~ LooYuin

Guess this, who is she? hahaha

So long 30th November 2006..

Who Never Change

2006-11-27T15:51:00.000+08:00

Horray! I'm back to here again..
About the Fun Tarc Sing..
I decided not to take part of it..

Last Saturday..
I went out together with Ah Weng...
Oh ya.. I know him since i was in the secondary school..
Yea.. he's from Kelantan - Kota Bharu too..
Now, he's staying at Penang...
We went to Gurney and watched the "A battle of Wits"..
He told me that i changed alot since i come to Penang..
I admit that, i changed alot..
Really alot..
Well, human'll change time to time right?
Who never change? Tell me~

This morning..
I was not satisfied with what i did in the test..
It's my fault that i din't push myself yesterday night..
Anyway, it's okie..
Shall put more effort next time..

To Alvan: Remember ya..
Yea, Alvan told me that momo and him will coming down to Penang next week..

I feels so sleepy now..
Yesterday i slept for just 4 hours only..
Im going to take a short nap later, regain my energy back..

To someone : Do you still remember this picture?

No Idea

2006-11-22T21:29:00.000+08:00

Well, I feels better now..
Thank to those who're trying to console me..
Thank you very much..

Yesterday, Jie Jie told me lots of things..
Jiejie is right, life is still moves on..
Troublesome people is so call a demon..
What for i live so hard just because of to settle the problem between me and him..
Those kids just let it be..
Just because he feeling lonely and nothing to do with..
Then started to have fun or what..

From left : Me, Sheau Jye, Ming Long, Loo Yuin, JingZi, Chia Pei, Keat Leng

Friends?
If just because of small matter than you dont want to treat me as friend then end it..
I also dont want a friend who looking so hard on those tiny thing..
I'll only leave you far far away..

From left : Me, Hooi Ping's Bf, Hooi Ping, Sheany, Mervin, Remy

Just now, my friends keep asking me to take part of the Fun Tar Sing Competition..
Im so confuse now..
Should I take part?
Tomorrow is the last day to submit the form..
Haiz.. No idea..

Anyone?

2006-11-21T16:27:00.000+08:00

Woke up as usual..
Prepared myself for the presentation..
Walked to school..
and it was raining..

Well, it's not well prepared..
I felt so tired yesterday night after i came back from Gurney..

Reached the college..
I thought I was already late..
But it was not what i thought....
I cant paid much attention during the lecture as i have to present after that..
Felt so nervous..

Time to present..
During the presentation, I keep telling myself not to make any mistake...
Especially infront of him...
Yea, the presentation was so successful, and it was run smothly...

When the class dismissed, I went back to my hostel..
As usual, turned on my computer again..
I was so unlucky...

To Jacob,
As you said, don't simply make promise, i know, but..
I just want to release my pain, express my feeling now..
Sometimes, it's not easy to share something with other..
So, please do allow me to share my feeling here..

I feels so pain now..
But why you still..
There is already a scar in my heart..
Are you have the intention to make it bigger, make thing complicated?
but I wont mind if you intend to do so..
You're big enough too think by yourself..
Whatever, just do whatever you like..
You aren't my friend anymore..
-End-

It's over and yet my heart is still bleeding..
What should i do in order to overcome it, to heal it..
Im lost again..
I'll never blame them, but yet i should be thankful because they're motivating me..
Maybe this is the last time i says Thank you to you.
Thank you.

Is there anyone willing to stand beside me?
I feels helpless now..

Red Box?

2006-11-20T23:33:00.000+08:00

Guess what..
Me with some friends at Red Box now..
I've been singing from 7:00p.m.. until now..
and i think I'll stop it around 3:00a.m...
Sigh.. Later I need to sacrified my sleep and complete my assignment and the presentation material...
I have to present it tomorrow during the tutorial class..

Gambatte!!

Well, nothing much happened today..

Ok la, continue ! see ya guys!

Assignment? Presentation?

2006-11-19T19:03:00.000+08:00

Assignment Assignment and Assignment..

Presentation Presentation and Presentation..

They are killing me slowly..

This morning, i woke up at 9:00p.m..
After prepared myself, I played a set of dota..
and then I went to find Pei Hong as he asked me to help him format his com..
Today morning i was surposed to go to Paya Terubong with Chia Pei for the recycl-ing project..
But then i have to cancel it just because of I have lots of works to do..

My head gonna blow up soon..
What are the advantages and disadvantages of outsourcing?
What are the advantages and disadvantages of purchasing software packages?
What are the advantages and disadvantages of end-user?
It's kinda hard to get the information from the internet..
In addition, the reference book that i bought also does not have extra information bout those topics..
I need to submit it before the lecture tomorrow morning..
No choice, have to ask help from friends..

Another subject - my tutorial assignment..
List the 5 common mistakes of the interviewer? Discuss the solution ?
I have to present it on this coming tuesday during the tutorial class..
Well, I'll try my best!
Don't ever try to underestimate me!

Just now, Sheany asked me whether want to join them go to Red box tomorrow night or not..
I will go only if im able to finish and well prepare for the tutorial assignment..

Lastly, to Jacob and those STPM candidates..
All the best to all of you..
Gambatte!

A Rainning Day

2006-11-18T18:56:00.000+08:00

Yesterday night..
I knew a new friend who is from K.L...
Really nice to know him..
We talked alot last night...

Today morning, i woke up at 9:45a.m..
After i did my laundry, sat infront of my com..
and started to do my tutorial works..
Sigh.. So many of tutorial works are waiting me to finish..

Around 1:00p.m..
Xiao Wei knocked my door..
"knock knock knock"..
"Do you want to take the lunch with us?"
"Bao Bao'll cook afterward.."
I was stunned at the moment..
I dono how to answer her..
But of coz i said yes..

This was the first time to me that someone cooked in the hostel..
and then we ate together at the living room...
Just like having a meal with my family..
It was so warm..
I'll never have the chance like this if im still staying at the previous hostel..

After i ate my lunch, i took a bath..
and then i continued my works..
I felt so sleepy and headache..
I took a short nap..
When i woke up, it was already 6:00p.m..

To my friends..
Start from now onward, i will not post anything into my msn space..
I do not want to let some peoples from my msn contacts to read my blog anymore..

I'm going to have my dinner with Mervin later..
He'll come and pick me up later~

It's ranning now..
A rainning day..
Should i give myself another chance?
Perhaps, it's time for me to give up..

Is that your dream?

2006-11-17T17:34:00.000+08:00

Now is 5:21pm, and i feels so tired..
My class started on 9:00am till 5:00pm..
and i was fishing in the lecture just now..
Nothing much happened at college today..

My heart is still bleeding..
Anyway, i believe that time will heal me..
A promise is a promise, don't simply make a promise..
Thank for remining me..

Sorry mom, i forgot your birthday.. 13/11/06
You phoned me that day but i dont even wish you "Happy Birthday"
Actually, i was not in a good condition that day, well, im not a good son = ="
Anyway, Happy Belated Birthday to you..

Why there are some people who are older than me but yet their thinking is so unmature..
He is 22 years old this year.. Imagine that ! 22 years old..
But his attitude just same like a kid..
Little Man, i know you are trying to hurt me..
I tell you, it doesnt hurt me at all..
But the more you write, the happier i am..
Know why? Because you angry, and that's why you write..
Just write whatever you like..
So childish..
I don't mind, because you are just "nothing" to me..
You are nothing to me..
Lalalala..

Can i ask you a question?
Actually, what is your dream?
Do you ever think about it before?
I dont think you have a dream..
Oh ya.. marry a rich gal.. that's your dream..
Slacking at home and doing nothing..
That is your dream..
What a nice dream..

A Promise

2006-11-14T16:51:00.000+08:00

Haiz.. I woke up around 7:50a.m....
but yet i still felt so tired..
Headache, heartache..
What should i do to overcome it..

After i finished my tutorial work..i took my bath..
It was so cold...
Then, prepared myself, walked to college with Jingzi..
Nothing much happened at the college..

Dr. Kang reminded me of the presentation..
Shit.. My group need to present on next week..
and yet we havent prepare the material..
Will start it today..

I need to wake up early on this coming thursday..
It's because i have a test on that day..
Managing Information System's test..
and I need to reach the college before 7:50a.m..
On the same day, we need to attend a briefing about the Advance Diploma at 9:00a.m..
I thought i can run away from that briefing..
But unfortunately, the attendance is compulsory..

Time flies too fast..
and now is already week 5..
9 weeks to go.. and the final is coming..
and i still have alot of subjects to cope with..
I need to resit 2 papers this sem..
It means i have to take 7 papers this sem..
Sweat.. it's too many for me..
Hope i can pass all the subjects..
God bless me!
I'll do all my best!

My mom phoned me yesterday night..
I was so touched...
She told me something in the phone..
It's seem like she is trying to understand me more..
Thank you so much!
I'll always love you..

I always told myself that im weak..
Maybe you are right..
It's because i never do anything that could change myself from weak to strong..
and Im keep running away..
Instead of doing nothing and let other bring me down, I must take some actions..
Thank you so much..

To them..
If you all think that im wrong..
I have nothing to do with it..
I wont care what you think..
It's aint my control..
But im willing to explain to you all if you all are willing to listen..
Since i promised myself that there is no one can bring me down again..
I don want to break the promise..

Yea, guys i gotto go now..
Im going to Red Box with my friends! =\

I need to be selfish?

2006-11-13T13:49:00.000+08:00

Erm.. There are lots of unexpected things happened to me recently..
Things are getting worst and worst..
I believe that there is no one will know my feeling now..
Since i shifted the room, things aren't run smothly..
Why could this happen to me?

Know what, i tried to solve it in peace..
But it cause alot of misunderstaning..
Now, i have no idea how to solve it..
There is no one will trust me...

I never tell them bout my feeling..
and this is the reason why all this things happened..
They thought they know everything..
but actually they don't..
They wont listen to me..
and I wont explain to them..
It's aint my control..
I cant control what is in their mind now..
But im sure that i never do anything wrong to them..
I swear..

Well, someone told me that sometime i need to be selfish..
Maybe it's right..
I should'nt care so much..
I must learn..
Perhaps, keep quiet is not a good way to solve problem.. it's because im running away..
argh.. Im totally lost..
My tear is start dropping again..

I shifted

2006-11-10T22:50:00.000+08:00

Hoho, finally im back!
Well, it has been few days since my last updated..

I cant online for the past few days..
It's because i shifted my hostel..
I like here very much..
The environment is better than previous one..
Last time, i always came here to do my revision with my classmates..
and now, im her housemates..
The people here are so friendly..
That's not the point, the main point is they know how to care other people's feeling..
They know the time when they cant make noise..
I love the environment here very much..

Yesterday nite, almost all of my housemates went to eat Steamboat together..
It was so sweet..
We took the photo together..
and then we went to Gurney and watched - Acception..
It's hard to have the chance like this to me when i was staying in the previos hostel..
I will upload the picture once i get it..

A Breakfast Quiz

2006-11-07T15:13:00.000+08:00

I saw a quiz in a blog..
Quite interesting..
I would like to share it here with you all..

It's called A Breakfast Quiz.

What you have to do is..
take a pencil/pen/marker/whatever you want, and write your selected choice on a piece of paper..

Okay start!

In the middle of the table is around with food tray with five kinds of fruits on it..

They are:

a. Apple.

b.Banana.

c.Strawberry.

d.Peace.

e.Orange.

Which fruit will you choose? Please think CAREFULLY and don't rush into it. This is great, I was astounded! Your choice reveals alot about you!

If you have chosen:

a. Apple: That means you are a person who loves to eat apples

b. Banana: That means you are a person who loves to eat bananas

c. Strawberry: That means you are a person who loves to eat strawberries

d. Peach: That means you are a person who loves to eat peaches

e. Orange: That means you are a person who loves to eat oranges

I hope you find fulfillment in this new insight about yourself. May it bring you peace and understanding, tranquility and all that other profound stuff.

HaHaHaHaHa

Tons of Things

2006-11-07T00:24:00.000+08:00

Today was a bad day to me..
Tons of things happened..
I was the one who did the wrong things..
No doubt, it's all my fault..
Everyone is getting far away from me..

Someone told me that im weak..
and Im acting that im strong..
I admit that's truth..
I intend to do so..
Just to let everyone see that..
Im strong..
Im happy..
This is what i always do..
I will continue to do so..
I believe one day, i will become the real strong..

Im also a human..
I also have the limitation..
Please don't too over..
It's totally pisses me!
I might lost control..
I dont like to argue..
I dont like to scold you..

Oh! Go ahead..
Curse and swear
make yourself look like an idiot..
no WAIT, you are an IDIOT...

Why do i hate everything that around me now..
Tell me why..

I wanna shut down..
Shut down from the rest of the world!

To Benny..
Happy Birthday to you..
I do hope you have fun tomorrow..
Wish you all the best! Always the best!
To someone.. I do hope that you'll happy everyday.. All the best to you!! Gambatte!!!

This are the pictures that i took it last year.

They are my ex- housemates.. and we were celebrating Sock Fang's Birthday..

A memorable nite.. Click the picture to enlarge it!

Undesirable State

2006-11-06T02:21:00.000+08:00

Well, actually there is nothing much that i can share here..
Anyway, someone asked me to update my blog..

Again, i wonder when i can sleep well..
My hostel is in the undesirable state now..
Around 10:00pm+ just now, i turned off the light, and then tried to sleep..
Until 11:30pm+.. that thing happened again..
Haiz, what can i do?
How long i can stand this kind of life? No idea..
Anyway, i will try my best in order to survive! Lolz
God, please lend me your strength!

This morning..
I went to Permata with some Tzu Qing..
We collected the old newspapers, bottles, clothes, tins, and some materials which can recycle.
Chang Xi asked me why i need to cancel the trip to Taiwan..
Haiz.. no choice.. the time not allow me to go..

To someone..
If this happen last year, without thinking much, i will approve..
But everything is different now..
You're too late..
Sorry..

To the other one..
You said that u are not going to celebrate your birthday anymore..
You're going to hide urself...
You know what..
Even tho you hide yourself from everyone, but you cant hide from urself..
and there is no point for you to hide yourself..
I will try my best...
Wait and see..

To myself..
Im going to complete my work regularly from now on!
The previous sems are totally wasted..
and i still need to catch up alot of things..
Im not going to disappoint myself anymore!

I will face it!

2006-11-04T00:53:00.000+08:00

Well, as usual, woke up at 8am..
I received a sms from Jacob and he told me that he'll pass his cell phone to his mom after this coming sunday..
and he is going to close his bloggies too..
It's a bad news to me because maybe now he is the only one who i can share the problem with..
Anyway, the STPM is coming soon, all the best to him and those candidates..
Took my bath, breakfast and then walked to college..
Nothing much happened at college..

After finished the class, back to my hostel..
Then i received a phone call from JingZi, and she asked me to join her housemates sing K at Gurney..
Sweat.. i can't stand the influence!
Without thinking much, i rushed to her hostel.. Haha
We sang from 2:30pm till 7:00pm.. It was so fun..
Everyone was enjoyed it very much!

At nite, I went to Gurney again with JingZi, Jia Phei, Loo Yuin and her sister.
We purposely went there to watch a movie - Flushed Away..
It is a funny movie, quite nice.. Guys, try to have a look..

Now is already 4th of November 2006..
Today is Hwa Loon's Birthday..
Hoho, you are 22 already!
Happy Birthday to you, wish you all the best!

To someone..
Time flies so fast..
and i still cant forget those wonderful memories we spent together during that 11 days!
Not forgetting all those time i went to your house, and you celebrated my birthday together with me! It was so wonderful to me!
Those times were simply unforgettable!

Assignment! Assignment! Assignment!
Presentation! Presentation! Presentation!
Lots lots assignments are waiting me to finish it! Gambatteh!

Just now, i heard a bad news from my god bro..
To someone who is close to me, ya, i means CLOSE..
If this is what you going to do, just go ahead, do as your plan, i don't mind..
Im already 19 years old, and since i was young until now,
you never try to understand me, and you don't even know what is in my mind right now.
You don't even bother to care bout my feeling..
Do you know how i gone tru this 19 years? Do you?
I tried to tell you before, but it din't work..
Or maybe im just a nothing to you..
But im sure you're everything to me..
and Thank for everything..

As i said before..
The more i wish to die, the longer i stay alive..
Anyway, this is life.. and Life is just full with craps, shits..
Instead of run away, i will face it! I will.. No matter what!

Don't Break My Heart

2006-11-01T23:57:00.000+08:00

Well, it was a restless sleep to me again..
Yesterday nite, i tried to close my eye at 1:00am..
But i failed to sleep..
The noise pollution was affecting me...
and it was a hard time for me to rest and sleep..
I was pretending that Im still in the dream until 3:30am+..
A nightmare to me..
I cant really sleep well yesterday nite..
I need to wake up early in the morning..
But nevermind..
I have to deal with it...
I cant and i wont blame them, that is be'coz they have their freedom to talk, to speak..
But they choosed the wrong time and the wrong place..

My hostel is turning into a living hell..
and they starting to be less considerate..
Anyway, it wont brings me down..
Im sure there is nothing that can bring me down..
I hope that they will notice it one day..
And i should be thankful that they are my friends..
God bless them~

I woke up at 8:00am..
Although i felt so tired that time..
But i told myself "Yongwei, you should wake up, for ur future!" and i promised myself not to skip any lectures again..
In order to achieve my goal, i will do all my best, and that is my promise to everyone!
Well, nothing much happened at the college..

Just now, i chat with ah gor..
Since he lost his hp, it's so hard to contact him..
He told me that why he cried when he lost his hp..
Thank you so much, gor!
He remind me of one song - Don't break my heart..
It's a meaningful song to me..
I changed the background sound of this blogsite into this song.. Try to listen and understand it ^ ^

歌名：Don’t Break My Heart

歌手：何以奇/kenn Wu/小顺

专辑：黑白世界

作词：许常德　作曲：刘宜

终於走到这里

我答应我自己

我要好好的

放开你也放开自己

天空在下着雨

我们都淋着雨

深深一鞠躬

你大声的说对不起

不要这样

我会再一次到你怀里

我是我　你是你

从今後　在天际

就好像流星划过不再升起

Don't Break My Heart

我心里　画了叉

爱有时差而心碎是代价

Don't Break My Heart

这易碎的牵挂你就走吧

You're Still The One For Me

不要再骗自己

终於走到这里

我答应我自己

我要好好的

放开你也放开自己

天空在下着雨

我们都淋着雨

深深一鞠躬

你大声的说对不起

不要这样

我会再一次到你怀里

我是我　你是你

从今後　在天际

就好像流星划过不再升起

Don't Break My Heart

我心里　画了叉

爱有时差而心碎是代价

Don't Break My Heart

这易碎的牵挂你就走吧

You're Still The One For Me

不要再骗自己

I believe　I believe

Don't Break My Heart

我心里　画了叉

爱有时差而心碎是代价

Don't Break My Heart

这易碎的牵挂你就走吧

You're Still The One For Me

不要再骗自己

We are learn to change

2006-10-31T21:23:00.000+08:00

This morning, i did the unusual things..
It has been an ages since i took breakfast..
I took my breakfast thing morning.. very unusual..

Ya, im trying to change my lifestyle..
I need to change it in order to make my life better..
Humans change time to time..
From the worst to the best..
Everyone need to change, but there are some people change from the best to the worst..
I wonder..

Anyway, today was slightly better, feeling very sick though..
Dono why i had a sore throat then suddenly started coughing from discrete math tutorial class onwards.
But it's okie, at least i din't felt so sleepy in the class...

Yesterday, i received a sms from Chang Xi, and he asked me whether wan to extend the return date from 30 December 2006 to 1 Jan 2007..
I planned to go to Taiwan with them last sem..
But i think i cant make it..
Due to the situation now wont allow me to go, be'coz i have lots of tests during that time, it's quite impossible for me to skip those tests..
Same with Jia Phei, she cant go too, we will find the chance to tell Chang Xi..
I need to work harder in order to graduate, and then i can further my study at KL..
KL, where is a place meant alot alot to me..
Lots of my friends are staying there.. ya, Friends.. and i miss them so much.

Hope that tomorrow will be a much better day.. ^ ^

argh.. I have lots of tutorial works are waiting me to finish..
I miss those time when i was a child..
If there was something that could bring me back to the past, i would anything.. Haha..

Again.. Irritating headaches.

Cruel

2006-10-30T18:19:00.000+08:00

This sem is getting tougher..
Well, it's just okie..
It's not the end yet..
The worst was my previous sem result..
I admit , i have been an easy-go-lucky type of student that was because i never liked studying all those bullshit theories..
But still, i need to pass all the subjects to make sure that i can graduate next year..
It's not the end yet.. Gambatte!

My great life is full of SHIT and it make my story GREAT..
My life right now is living hell..
I breathing in and accepting..
accepting the fact that i'm weak..
accepting the fact that i'm alone..
accepting the fact that i'm helpless..
and I'm also accepting the fact that there's hopefully a tomorrow or the next second for me to change.

Ya, I need to cry..
I need to bleed..
I need to fail..
and I need to learn..

The world is so so cruel..
It's okie..
I have nothing to do with it but to deal with it..

I saw this funny thing juz now.. Pigs can talk.. Take a look!

I wonder

2006-10-28T05:09:00.000+08:00

This morning, i went to college as usual..
Nothing much happened in the college..

In the evening, Daniel asked me go to Gurney together with him and watch movie..
So instead of do nothing at hostel, i went to Gurney with him..
We shared our stories and problems to each other..
He told me that he planned to buy a house at KL after he graduate..
and asked me to stay together with him once i move to KL..
I was so surprised be'coz he said that he'll rent me a room with a cheapest price..

I watched two movies together with him, the first 1 - Frostbiten and the second 1 - The Covenant..
Daniel Gor is going back to KL tomorrow..
I wish i could follow him back to KL, i really miss KL alot..

As he told me just now, my life is so complicated..
Well, i know what im doing right now..
Im able to think either it's good to me or bad..
And i wonder how long that i need to wait, only i have the courage to reveal it..
Anyway, i feel better now compared with past 2 days..

Someone told me that "You are not alone.."..
Is that true? Im not alone?
I wonder..

Im going to RedBox again with a group of friends tomorrow afternoon..
I really like to sing K, and it really help me alot, to release my pressures..

My health is not good lately..
Almost everynight headache.. and it was so painful..
I need to have more rest..
and now onward, i need to spend my money wisely..
Lots of things to buy..

I wonder sometimes..
What it would be like..
If it was you and me..
Againts the rumors..
Againts the jealousy..
Againts the fights..
I wonder..

Suey said...

2006-10-26T22:58:00.000+08:00

Regarding the topic "Im hopeless", Suey just drop me a comment..
And i would like to share it here.. So touched..

i'm sorry to hear dat ur result is bad...u really need to work harder lo...gambateh lah!gogogo!!!

u so "xing fu" a...can go kl,i haven go there before but i believe n agree wif u dat their life really very complicated...

sometimes we hv many frends can listen to us but jz listen,they cannt help us too much...but i sure dat they sure will let us feel more comfortable but din settle our problem la...

Every problem dat we face must need ourself to slove it but not our frends...

Comfortable oso need some time...
Or manybe time will let u forget any sadness;
Or manybe time doent help u to forget any sadness.

Everything jz see how u treat them, wats ur state of mind...

I believe dat everyone are strong;
they strong to see;
they strong to listen wat ppl say;
they strong to face the problem;
they strong to say anything;
n they oso strong to survive...

u say u act but i believe dat everyone oso act...hehe!!!
u have the right to keep inside ur heart...
If u feel u are wrong nvm, the important things is u noe u are wrong,u hv the strong to admit
"i'm wrong"

Our life is so long, we cannt defend wat we have,if u can get back this is such a gud things; but if u cant get back jz let them go...

Even it is a hope but maybe it will come true...

So dun gv up easily, it is a beautiful world if v all hv a hope...

Hope make our life become wonderful

Thank Suey for your comment..

It's hopeless

2006-10-26T00:32:00.000+08:00

There were lots of things happpened in a sudden..
and it's depressed me alot alot..

My result was so so so bad..
I was so sad bout it..
But never mind, I still have the chance..
I need to work harder..

Last few days, I went to KL with Ronnie..
During the trip, i realised that P's life was so complicated..
I couldn't believe what i saw with my both eyes..
I wonder everything is changed?
Ya, i was telling myself... everything is changed..

I keep asking myself, what is the role that "someone" plays inside my heart..
I wonder..
Everything was messed up..

I was so upset..
Although there are some people would like to share ur sadness..
They can only listen to my problem, but it doesnt help me..
It's hard to find someone who can make you feel comfortable.. make you feel better..

Im weak..
Never strong..
I try to act..
Keep it inside my heart..
But it's something i always do wrong..

I seem to have lost alot of things..
I was hoping I would get them back...
But it's hopeless..

Miss you ^ ^

Im going insane..

2006-10-19T02:45:00.000+08:00

This morning i woke up at 8:00a.m...
Be'coz of my lecture start on 9:00a.m..
I felt that it was still early, so i continued my dream again..
Oh my god, it was 9:20a.m..
Unfortunately, i overslept again, and i missed 1 lecture..

I turned on my computer and i chilled till 1:40p.m.+ on it..
Then i went to college..
During the lecture, Coffee told me that this friday has a replacement lecture for the Behavioral Science..
Sigh.. I need to skip that lecture, it's because i'll go to KL tomorrow night..
Miss Wahidah showed us the example of the assignment that we need to submit before week 8..
and then she told us that all of us must be a model and advertise a product.. Sweat..

After finished, i went to the CLS fair, which located at the foyer..
There was so crowded..
I walked back to my hostel...
As usual, I sat infron of my computer, and read other ppl's blogs again..

Im going to KL with Ronnie tomorrow and we will meet ah gor again..
Before that, i'll go to cut my hair at the Prangin Mall..
So, i need to take the college bus again..
No choice, i do not have any transport here..
Haiz.. So sad, it's so incovenience...

Well, i was so moody and felt so pain just now..
But there is no one that i can share the pain with..
Perhaps, life is the greatest pain..
and no one will realises..
Im going insane..

Funny Thing

2006-10-18T03:26:00.000+08:00

17 Oct 206..
It was one of my God Bro's birthday.. - Calvin Gor Gor..
Happy Birthday to you and wish you all the best.. =
This morning, I woke up at 10:40a.m...
I was so tired but i still need to wake up..
My lecture start on 11:00a.m..

Well, on the way to college, i saw JingZi..
and She told me that she overslept..
Oh my God, i just noticed that it was already 11:09+a.m..
and I forgot to bring my bag, the most important thing was my student card was inside the bag..
but nevermind.. I still can enter the college.. know why?
Luckily, i hv JiaPhei's student card inside my wallet..
I covered her face by using my finger.. and the guard din notice bout it.. Haha..

When I entered the hall, the lecturer - Ms. Florenzie Choong was there and she was going to start the lesson d..
Discrete Mathematical Strucres which is the level 3 subject.. It's tougher if compare with the Pre-calculas..
I hate Mathematical... I hate all the numbers, letters, formula.. They'll only make me headache..
No choice, i need to overcome it.. I need to do my best from this sem onward.. better than the previous one..

After finished the lecture,
Ming Loong told me that Loo Shi Phei is the lecturer who incharge the subject - Principles of Information System for this sem..
She allowed me to attend the lecture and the tutorial class..
Actually i failed that subject last 2 sem, and till now i havent resit that paper..
I need to revise it and I need her help.. Maybe i can get some tips from her too..

Then I followed Looyuin them and we went to take our lunch at the coffeeshop where nearby a Pasar..
JingZi told us that her ex-bf was attached to another gal..
It was so sad when i heard this..

Around 1:50p.m.. we went back to the hostel respectively..
I got nothing to do at hostel and i was bored..
Turned on my computer, played some songs and viewed other ppl's blog..
While doing that, i received a msg from Jacob..
I was so excited be'coz i was too bored that time and no one chat with me..
He told me that he's quite happy today.. Anyway, Im glad to hear that..
At 5:20p.m.+, we ended the conversation..

Tunwey and Phei Hong picked me up, and we took our dinner at YamSheng together..
I felt so warm and comfortable while having dinner with them..
To me, they are my friend, a true friend, they will never be the back-stabber..

Well,actually, nothing much happened today..

There are some pictures that i would like to share with you all..
My fren from Peru sent it to me..
He edited those picture.. sweat...
They're so funny..

Life

2006-10-17T02:16:00.000+08:00

Oo.. Im back to college..
I woke up at 8:30 this morning, and i was still tired..
Be'coz of i din't sleep well..
But i still need to attend the lecture,
I had promised myself that i need to work harder than the previous sem..
This sem will be more tough than the previos..
I took a shower, changed my clothes.. and walked to college..

Unfortunately, today the first lecture was conducted by Miss Woo for the subject - Management Information System..
She is the most hardworking lecturer among the others in our college..
Her office room is juz like a "HELL"..
No one can win her.. Haha
After finished her lecture, we went to the corner and took our lunch there..
Then we continued with the Mr. Nikalus's lecture - Internet Programming..
On the way to the DKD, we cross the foyer and noticed that there were lots of stalls..
Oh, the SBS year 2 students were selling their products there..

I really dislike the way that Mr. Nikalus teach us.. It's so bore..
I was almost fall asleep inside the hall..
Perhaps, i need to bring some sweets along with me next time..
I heard something terrible from Mr. Nikalus..
He told us that DIT students's result is so worst..
and he said all the lecturer are finding the way to help us..
Maybe 80% of us cant even graduate next year..
80%, i really cant imagine it.. There is 51 students doing this course.. 80%..
I hope im not one of them, who cant graduate next year..
I do not want to stay here anymore.. I wana further my study at KL but not here..
It's useless that im worry about my result of the previous sem..
I need to work harder, for sure..
I promised myself, diploma level is just two years..

I thought we planned to go Red Box after the class dismiss, but too bad..
We were too sleepy after his lecture, and we decided to cancel it..

Around 2:00+p.m. , I went back to my hostel..
I sat infront of my computer, and started to play with it..
Today i get to know a new friend, who is from Ampang..
19 years old, chinese, Jacob..
Really nice to know him.. and he told me that he get my contact email from this blog..
Guys, he is a good listener, u all might chat with him as well when u all facing any problems..
He asked me a question..
What do you think about Life?
I was stunned at the moment.. I do not know how to answer his question..
What is life anyway?

"Life got alot of stage"
"Just depand on we want to follow or not"
"If you believe there's a way, there's a way"
"It's not hard, it's just that you want to, or not"
"If everything so easy, that is not life anymore"

"Just dun push urself so hard"
"you have to learn how to relax in order to face the obstacles"
"life's tough ... at the same time, life can be beautiful"
"just depend how you deal with your life"

"Once.. i thought my life is a mess, miserable, unlucky, but now i change my view"
"Life can be so beautiful"

What's wrong with me?

2006-10-15T20:17:00.000+08:00

Finally, im back to Penang..
Thank to Ronnie that he was willing to pick me up from the bus terminal juz now..
We bought the bus ticket for this coming 19/10, and we planned to go KL together.. 8:30pm bus..

Dono why.. I feel so low now..
Maybe it's that Im a depressing person..
What's wrong with me?
No one can tell me that...
Because it's come from inside of me..
It's something that i will try and figure out..

永不完结的故事

2006-10-14T16:50:00.000+08:00

如果你没有改变你的想法
今晚我只想要你在我身边,
已疲倦了逞强
经太过年少
何时刻我想的都是你,亲爱的
直到现在才能说出口我很想念你
是多么难以启齿的一句对不起
不为任何人
只为你而唱这首歌
永不完结的故事,延续在这光芒之中
总是想要告诉你直到永远

我们在一起的回忆
不要忘记留在此刻不要离开
用温暖融化只为你确定点滴的温柔
泛起心中的涟漪
如此苦痛地我正在想念你
握紧的手不要放开
如果可以
希望再次为你唱这首歌
永不完结的故事从未消逝的想念
告诉我为什么请告诉我直到永远

不为任何人
只为你唱这首歌
永不完结的故事延续这光芒之中
总是想要告诉你直到永远

My Question

2006-10-14T02:09:00.000+08:00

It was a long long period since my last updated post..
Btw, i would like to share something here..
Past few days ago.. I spent my holiday at Shah Alam.. 11 days.. Kinda a long trip rite..

Actually, i purposely went there to accompany someone - My ah gor..
During the trip, i learnt and realised something there..
I accidentally met few of my frens, i found out some of them dare not to talk with me..
They don even know that i knew the truth long long time ago.. and yet they still wana cheat me..
That's wat i call "Mask".. When someone is still want to make use of me, he/she will juz act infron of me..
pretend that care bout me.. Call me with a sweet sweet sound..
But anyway, seem i knew the truth long time ago.. I learnt to beware of them.. That's it.

I was so happy that ah gor celebrated my birthday with me.. and that is the 1st time that
someone who willing to spend whole day with me..
Tat day, i was so down.. Juz be'coz of most of my close frens dun even remember it..
Sad be'coz i din receive a little wish from them.. but never mind..
As i said before, im used to it..

I received a sms from ah gor..
Gor.. u never disappoint me.. be'coz it was a memorable trip to me..
Too bad.. time is running too fast.. 11 days.. too short to me..
Thx gor for gv-ing me such a wonderful birthday nite..
And thank to those who are still remember my birthday.. Lolz..
Thank you so much..

Im going back to penang on 2morrow morning..
School is re-open soon..
Ya, time is running too fast.. 3 weeks of my sem break.. and it's end like tis..
Hopefully, i dint fail any subject for my previous sem..
I still need to resit one subject.. and i promise someone not to fail any subject in the future..
It's kinda hard to me.. coz im .. LAZY..
Haiz.. i hate this kind of life.. I need to face lots of things/problems..
My coursemates, housemates, friends..
Hopefully this will be the Happy sem.. No more arguement.. >.<"
God, pls lend me ur strength, and bless me often.. haha

I viewed Dolly's blog again juz now..
Felt that wat she wrote is so meaningful,
and i would like to share it here again..
Stranger.. What is stranger?
When we first met someone , we talk and try to know each other.. and become a fren..
Friendship is last-longer?
We might hv the strange feeling again even tho we are fren..
But this time, the strange feeling is totally different when we first met..

Ya, what she wrote is right..
It happened to me before.. We used to be best friend, but coz of some misunderstanding..
Now we look like an enermy.. I tried to save the friendship between us.. but it's pointless..
Coz he said he dun hv interested to know and solve the problem between us..
It's okie.. Im telling myself.. It's okie.. =
And now, i wonder what is a meaning of "True friend"?
Could anyone answer my question?

Empty Bottle

2006-09-30T00:04:00.000+08:00

Today morning..
I woke up around 11:00am+..
This first thing i did after i woke up was turned my computer on..
Then i played few round of Dota...

1:00pm+..
I received a phone call from my mom..
Hoho, she told me that they reached TAR College d..
I felt so happy tat time..
I dono how to continue the story d..

Haiz... there is something make me down..
As what i wrote yesterday, my mom promised me to watch movie together..
I really wish to do so.. but it's juz an empty promised..
My parents refused to watch .. Haiz.. Im so disappointed..

And here, i would like to thank Jacq~ Im chatting with her right now..
And she make me feel better.. Thx alot alot..
I should stop writting now.. so blank.. i dono what should i write d..

My lovely sister - Wan Sin and me ^^

Im so happy

2006-09-29T11:10:00.000+08:00

Im so happy rite now..
You all know why?

First, My family is coming today..
As i mentioned before, i hardly to hv this kind of chance, and this time i will be thankful to god for gv-ing me this chance.
Lolz.. My mom promised me that tonight we will watch movie together at Gurney..
I want to watch "Rob-b-Hood" but they want to watch "The Banquet".
The funny thing is .. Last few days, i booked 5 tickets of "The Devil Wear Prada" ..
And i still have alot alot of things to share with them here too..

Second, Im going to KL soon..
Why im feel so happy? It's be'coz i will meet someone , who is so so so special to me..
It's not becoz im going there to celebrate my birthday.. but it's be'coz of that "someone"..
I still havent plan how many days should i stay there.. shall see later..

Birthday? Issit so important? I dono..
I dont think most of my friends will remember my birthday.. even my closet frens..
But nvm, im used to it.. Almost every year the same..

Listener

2006-09-28T19:13:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, one of my god bro told me that he is not good enough to me.
Actually, as long as they're still remember my existence, as long as they never forget "Yong Wei",
I'm satisfy d. When they feel down, im willing to be their listener.

Sometimes things just don't come our way, not as what we expected..
When friends feel down, all i wish to do is comfort them and be there with them..
I want them to feel that they are still cared and loved, and that state of depression actually worries me A LOT.

I admit that im not good in expressing my feeliing out,
but the least what i can do is listen to their problems with all ears
and try to understand the situation.
Maybe im not a good problem solver, but at least im still a good listener.
I'm really appreciate to those who turned to me and shared their problems with me.
I gained alot experience from their problems and i learned alot too.
But i still need to learn.

Here, I'd like to express my gratitude to all of you for giving me such a colourful life.

This is the picture that i took with gor gor at Bukit Bendera. 25/09/06

原来爱一个人真的很辛苦。。。

2006-09-21T13:21:00.000+08:00

当你爱上一个你不知道他喜欢你的人时。。。
你会对他特别好。。可是你又怕你会做太多。。。你又会想很多。。。你会怕他说你烦。。
每次想要发SMS或拨电给他或约他时。。你都会有所怀疑和担心。。他会说我烦吗？？每次收不到他的SMS或电话时。。
心里总是在等待。。。都很不耐烦。。

当你爱上一个不爱你的人时。。。
你总是会想尽办法让他喜欢你。。无论他对你怎样。。你都会百般呵护的。。任劳任怨。。。
当你爱上一个身处在远方的人时。。。在很多时候你会觉得很寂寞。。因为当你需要他在你身边时，他都不能在你身边。。
对方在做什么，虽然说你很相信他，可是你有时都有所怀疑。。。

当你爱上一个已经有另一半的人时。。。
你看到他和他另一半有亲密的动作时。。你心里总是酸酸的。。。你都会有很多抉择必须做。。
例如应该当第3者吗？别人会怎么看我？这些都是令你难以应付的一些问题。。。

当你爱上一个自私或怕被伤害的人时。。。
你必须容忍他的一切。。。你都会因为他的一些状况而感到不开心。。。觉得有了他等於没有他一样。。。
其实。。爱可以是简单的吗？？很多人都对我说害怕爱。。。因为他们深怕受伤害。。。
其实我觉得。。。有些时候。。恋爱不是只在乎结局。。而是一起经历的一切。。
那才是可贵的。。就算知道会受到伤害。。可是你们一起经历的一切已经是值得的。。
把不好的回忆忘掉，而把美好的回忆收在心底吧！！！

It's Over

2006-09-19T03:08:00.000+08:00

Hoho, finally it's over..
I juz finished the last paper - Statistics this morning..
Im free, Im free, Im free!!!
HaHaHaHa.. I finished all the papers d..
I wish i could pass all the subjects..

Im feel so sleepy rite now, i havent sleep since yesterday nite..
I went to Jingzi's hostel and we did revision together with Chia Pei..
Well, In the examination hall juz now, when i turned around and faced LooYuin..
She laughed at me.. juz be'coz of my hair..
She told me that my hair style was so funny.. Looks like a "dam bai kia" sweat...
Watever, Lolz.. As long as i satisfied with it.. i wont mind..

In addition, I saw something very funny in the hall too...
The bastard was wearing a branded necklace.. He was trying to upgrade himself.. from an animal to a human form..
Lolz.. too bad.. bastard still a bastard.. It will never change.. That is already a fact.. =I took pity on him as well..

After finshed the exam, Jingzi and me planned to go red box.. but too bad.. looyuin rides motor..
Nevermind, we still will go to "Little Genting" afterward, with KS them..
Luckily the bastard dint go, or else "we" wont go..
I wonder why his face thicker than the cow's face..
Curse him die in a terrible way.. ( Am i bad enuff to him? Lolz, i dun think so.. if u know wat was happened )Argh... later we are going to little genting.. My hair is so short.. how to take a picture with them later.. >.<"" Haha.. Before napping.. I would like to shout as loud as possible.. IM FREE!!!! MERDEKA!! HaHaha.. Adrian gor gor fast fast come back to penang.. I miss you so much.. LOLZ! /gg

Crap

2006-09-17T14:48:00.000+08:00

Now is already 2:19pm..
And i juz wake up from the dream..
Nothing to comment, i juz want to share wat was happened yesterday..

In the afternoon, Daisy, Lala, LiMay, and Me went to prangin mall..
I purposely went there be'coz of i wanna cut my hair..
It's quite long d.. When we reached there, we went to "tai he" and took our lunch there..
While we were eating, we saw Limay's best friends - M&G there..
They went there to buy some dolls to beauty up their car.. They bought lots of stuff there..
Too bad, they spent more than RM200+ there.. rich ass.. Lolz..

After i ate my lunch, i went to the barber shop - Inspiration, which introduced by Jingzi..
At first, Daisy and me planned to cut at the shop, but after she saw the way that the barber cut my hair..
She changed her mind.. Very teribble..
I was so regret.. should'nt enter the shop... Haha
My hair is very very short now..
Dare not to face other ppl.. = ="
But the cost is cheaper than Hair Perfect.. juz RM20..
Before we back to hostel, Me and Li May went to the Megapavillion and bought some drinks there..
Then, she asked me whether want to watch a movie 2nite or not..
Without thinking, i answered her "Yes" Lolz.
I love to watch movie or sing K.. Im addicted.. Perhaps, that is the way that i release my stress..
I wonder why my closet frend treated me like a fool..

Around 10:00+
Li May's friend - Abukaka ( one of the LaLaforum's member ) reached the hostel..
He fetched us to the gurney.. Myb i was too rushed.. I forgot to bring my wallet..
I borrowed the money from Limay..
So embarrased..
I saw lots ppl there.. Jenson, WenXuan, etc.. I felt so excited when i saw them..
Lolz.. We watched a movie - Crazy Stone , a China movie.
After finished, Limay followed her friends ( the other group of members ) and i followed abukaka's car..

When i reached hostel, it was around 2:00am+ d
I saw a message from TJ.. I replied him with a nudge..
He told me that today is the last day and he wont online for the coming 3 weeks..
Watever.. During the conversation, he told me that he has a doughter.. Unbelievable..
When he was form 3, he *** with a gal accidentally.. and now come a doughter..
Im not sure whether wat he told me is true or not.. but it's seems to be truth..
After that, he asked me whether i hv anything to ask him or share with him or not..
If i dun, he don wan to stay there and talk crap..
Ya, he was right.. There is no point to talk crap.. =\

Actor!

2006-09-16T02:57:00.000+08:00

Now is 2:22am, and i just finished a dota match together with my hometown's frens..
Actually, im quite moodless now, and i dono what to do to console myself..
That's y im here..
At 1st, the purpose of writting this blog is juz want to improve my english..
I feel that everything is in english, everyone is speaks english..
And my english is quite bad.. So embarassing rite..
As a Malaysian, we should learn and speak more english oftenly.. Our country is already outdated if compare with other countries.
And now, why i write the blog, it's becoz I can write out what is inside my heart, mind.. everything.. That I never talk with my friends, even my best friends.
Before i start writting the blog, i always need to take a long long time to think what should i write..

This morning, I woke up at 8:00am+ , took my bath.. went to college..
The subject for today paper is window programming, which is the subject that i like.
Yesterday i spent my day to build the confidence for the paper.. Lolz..
Once i sat on my place, i looked at the question paper..
OMG, it's quite easy compare with the past year paper..
I started to answer those questions, and i took 1 and 1/4 hours to finish it.
As usual, after i checked my answer, i asked to leave the examination hall..
I saw those bastards were dreaming at that time..
Perhaps, they dono how to answer the questions, i felt so good! Lolz ..
Curse them to get a Fail for the paper.. Am i bad? i don think so..

When i reached my hostel, i was so tired.. Coz of i slept at 5:30am yesterday nite..
But yet, i sat infront of my computer and hd some msn conversations with my frens till 3:30pm+
Then i took a nap..
While i was dreaming, suddenly, Daisy came to my room and shouted my name..
She asked me to go Red Box..
Damn god, Red box is my favourite place. I love to sing k very much..
I washed my face immediately, hoho..

Before that, i received a letter from Red Box .. hoho, guess wat's it.
It was my Dot Red Card.. I wait it for so long.. So happy..
Be'coz of the technical error have resulted in the delay of the issuance of my dot red card..
They credited 300 Dot Red points to my account.. HaHaHa..
We took our dinners at there... and it cost us RM22 each person. (buffet included)
It's worth rite..

I still left 1 more subject - Statistic.. It's quite tough to me..
Need to do more revision..
I do miss my hometown, i cant be patient to go back my hometown immediately..
But too bad, im not allowed to do so..
My mom phoned me juz now, and she told me that my family will come to penang on this coming 29/9..
So i need to wait for them till tat day.. But it's good too, i can bring my family hang around with me..
Watch the movie together, eat the chocolate steambot together... Hoho.. Nice rite?
Hardly to hv the fun time with my family.. and here is a chance..

Again, to those bastards, stop pretending infront of me! Im already fed up with you.. I hate you so much.
Btw, you are not the King Actor!

Miss my hometown..

2006-09-15T05:29:00.000+08:00

In the afternoon,
I woke up and my fren asked me to take the brunch with them together..
After i took my bath, we went to a restaurant...
And i ate the curry mee.. it's quite delicious..

At first, i planned to go to prangin mall and cut my hair there..
My hair is quite long d..
But, seems my housemates wanna go there by 2morrow,
So, i will go with them..
Then i noneed to take any bus or taxi back to my hostel..
Then we went back to our hostel..
When reached the hostel, i took a nap..
It was a nice sleep till Jia Phei phoned me..
Her phone call pull me out from the WORLD..
She asked me to teach her programming..
We are having a paper 2morrow morning..
It's window programming - visual basic..
I told her that i will go to meet her around 6:00pm+..
But then, i continue my DREAM again.. Lolz..

Accidentally, i woke up at 7:00pm+..
Perhaps, i was so tired today..
She phoned me again..
She told me that the group discussion postpone to 10:00pm..
After that, i went to take my dinner with my housemates again..
After we ate the dinner, we went to a restaurant - Ice Baby..
We ate the chocolate steambot there..
Quite nice.. They knew i love to eat chocolate so much..
Lolz.. That's y the bring me there..
Thx alot to them..

10:00pm +
I went to jingzi house and hd a group discussion with them..
I felt 2morrow paper wont be a problem to me..
They asked me to teach them, but i told them it's too late..
They juz memorised all the coding, but n'ver try to understand the concepts..
If they know the concept, it wont be any problem to them too..
Perhaps, they need to do more practical..
I spent my time with them till 5:00am+ ..
I felt so sleepy..
So i came back to my hostel.. while on my way back to hostel.. I felt so scared..
I was walking back to my hostel alone..
So scary.. Lolz.. and the were some dogs followed me from jingzi hostel till my hostel..
= =" Dono how to describe the feeling.. It was so scary.. I was worried how if the dogs bite me.. = ="
Haha..

Oh ya, my mom phoned me this evening..
I asked her whether wanna come to Penang or not..
I do wish my family could spend their time with me here..
Juz few days.. I hv lot lot of things to share with my family..
Watch movie together.. Eat the ais-cream together.. watever..
Hope they can come...
And im going back to my hometown soon..
Miss my frens there..

Guys, i Miss you all so much.. =
ATTENTION to those BASTARDS!
PLEASE DO NOT TRY TO MAKE FOOL WITH ME! OR ELSE I WILL NOT HESITATE TO BLOCK YOU.
Especially YOU! <- you should know who.. =
Gud nite everyone.. Im going to sleep d..
Gud luck to everyone especially Sonnic..
Do well for the coming paper..

Be Happy

2006-08-28T22:30:00.000+08:00

Today...
I feel so down....
I feel so "empty"...
I feel so moodless...
I feel that my life is full with sorrow and sadness..
Im totally lost...

I do..
I do need someone to accompany me..
I do need someone to care bout me..
I do need someone to hug me tight..
Who? No idea..

Why..
Coz of my ex-schoolmates..
Coz of my classmates...
Coz of you..
Please don't ask me the specific detail..

Thx...
Thx god for still gv-ing me a chance..
Thx you for not avoiding me..
I was scared..
and i Feel better now....

This afternoon, i attended the class.. At 1st i plan to skip the class..
But, when i realise tat the exam is coming soon..
I cant...
So, i choose not to skip the class...
Luckily i dint skip... My lecturer gv lot's of the tips for the coming exam...
And she asked all of us who are in the hall.. go to see her after the lecture..
take the test paper..
After the lecture, me and kopi immediately rush to her room, but when we reach there..
saw quite of number of students are already waiting her outside there.. Lolz
So, we need to wait..
Lol, after receiving my test paper... I feel happy..
alto my mark is quit low.. but i feel satisfied d.. 30/50.. kopi juz 27/30 <-- don tell her tat im teasing her ya.. Lolz

I download something tat very good to me.. p2p live tv.. Lolz.. lots of channels.. lots movie.. It's so awesome..
I love the program so much... Thx guy.. Lolz

Tat's all for today..
I wish everyone be more optimistic
don be like me... Im juz like gv-ing myself lots of troubles and problems..
Never ever b like me.. =and Thx to Remy.. for.. u know =\

不祥的一天

2006-07-23T18:08:00.000+08:00

今天，由于寂寞男孩，小白，~生死有别~ ，星空，斷了條根的無賴，痴情剑客，
其他屋友等都回去他们的家乡了，
所以整间家里只剩下我一个人。
一个人呆在家里是有点恐怖，但我已经习惯了～
今早，我正要下去洗脸的时候，发现四周围多很不对劲，
望望一下，看见外面的篱笆门打开了，心想，一定是有人闯进来了~ 我马上拿起铁棍，冲出去。
走到后面去看一看，看见后房的窗口已被撬开，于是我就马上打开房门，发现里面已经没有人了~
我恨不得想打死他们，把他们碎尸万断。

其实，一个月前，这里发生过偷窃事件，
原先住在后房的我，被他们偷走了一条金链及我朋友的手机等
那后来，我就搬上楼上了~
现在，那一间后房已经是一个空房了，没人居住~
所以，今早那位小偷空手而归~ 不好意识哦~
这一区并不很安全，常常都会发生偷窃事件~
我真得很希望，各位警察们可以多多用心，
警察的义务本来就是保卫国家，
保护国民的安全与安宁而不是趁巡逻的时间去mamak档口喝茶，聊天~
更不是向国民抄牌赚外快，一点责任感都没有

Haha, happy happy

2006-06-26T22:57:00.000+08:00

Hahaha, im so happy today.. Finally i cut my hair.. I wait for so long d to cut my hair.. Today afternoon, Me, daisy, zhan long, aun, kah joo.. we went to pranging mall shopping.. Lol.. I love to shop so much.. sadly, i don hv enuff $$.. I cut my hair at the Hair Perfect shop.. Kinda nice.. I like it so much.. Anyway, guys and gals, please give me some comment bout my LOOK.. Hahah Thx thx

My 1st Test in the 4th sem..

2006-06-21T00:56:00.000+08:00

Shit!!! Tomorrow hv a test.. Data Communication.. = ="" I havent do my revision yet.. Too many things to read , but dono where should i start.. LOLz... im lazy..

Eeer.. i took my dinner wit my housemates juz now.. U know wat we ate? LOLz, STEAMBOT.. Wah... Damn nice, Daisy cooking skill is so good.. She know how to cook alot of foods.. Kekeke.. Okie la.. i wanna continue to do my tutorial.. So Many.. tata~

OMG..

2006-06-18T21:34:00.000+08:00

OMG >.<" This is the FIRST time i start blogging.. I registered this account last year, but i never blog.. LOL, im still a noob in blogging..

This evening, my housemate fetched me and other housemates to take "lunch"… alto it was around 5:00pm.. We went to the Burma road.. but all the kopitiam were closed.. So, we decided go Secret Recipe and eat some desserts.. I like to eat the cakes there >.<"" On the way walk to the Secret Recipe.. I juz noticed tat today is Father's Day... Wat a good son am i .. LOL.. I don even know that today is Father Day'..

My dear daddy, Happy Father's Day..

When we reached there, i ordered a cup of Hot Chocolate.. Actually, i was too hungry tat time.. i havent take my lunch.. but no choice.. I need to save $$.. the food there is quite expensive = ="
While eating.. we took some pics

This is Kah Joo...

Wat she doing... = =" weird gal...

Yea.. Chocolate Chocolate.. I likes chocolate.. Brownies Walnut..

I Hate This

2005-01-16T02:49:00.000+08:00

I wish i cound KILL MAYA right now.. IT is UNFAIR to those BUYER within LAST 2 DAYS. SHE really SUCK.!

Is that the way to be a GM?
I wonder..
Start from now onward, i will not play the QAMERA RO anymore!
Hate Maya..
What a suck server!